Creeping in…

It’s been almost 96 hrs, according to Nomo, since I looked at porn and masturbated. I’m back at my building this afternoon after spending the morning with MyWife. I know the urges are going to come strong today. I’m sitting down by the pool area and trying to do some reading, I’m only a few […]

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Saturday Morning…

I finally got up at a half decent hour. 7:00 AM after going to bed after Midnight, that’s not so bad for me. I don’t know why I have such a hard time getting out of bed in the morning, but I sure do. I’m regretting those two beer and the wings last night. I […]

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Cravings & Urges

Always there, ever present, just out of sight, lingering, loitering, waiting… That’s how I feel about the urge to act out. Let’s set the stage here just a bit. It’s 3:00 in the afternoon. I’m sitting in my apartment on the couch. It’s an overcast day outside, the wind is quite strong, constantly hoping by […]

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