I just started reading it. The first few pages are about vulnerability. I’m already going to thoughts of porn and masturbation in my head. So what does this mean?
1. This probably seems painful to me, therefore I want to avoid and medicate. That’s what my addiction does for me.
2. This is also probably compulsion. I haven’t allowed myself into that habit since Friday so this is also probably withdrawal and compulsion.
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