I just meditated in preparation for my interview. My hands kept on fidgeting. It seems I have nervous energy to expel. I wonder if that is why they did it. I’d like to be able to ask Suzanne from PCS about it (she specializes in Somatic Experience). Wish me luck and send good thoughts and […]Read more "Fidget"
Well today was a long, shitty day. I once again didn’t get up as early as I wanted to. I succumbed to the temptation of pornography and masturbation once again this morning. I packed up my stuff from my apartment, I’m moving it back to City1 to City2. All but two items, a propane grill and […]Read more "Wednesday… I feel so lost and hopeless"