First Draft of My Disclosure

So maybe not actually the first draft, but a draft.  They say you can’t heal without doing a disclosure, nor will your marriage ever heal.  I hope they are right, but I don’t see how my marriage will ever heal after she hears all this.  There’s just so much, it’s such an insane amount and this is just a simple overview.

I really was out of control.  I don’t know if I’m going to be able to read this to her.  I really just want to climb into a hole right now.

Disclosure (Explicit)

2 thoughts on “First Draft of My Disclosure

  1. Do you really have to tell your wife all of this? I don’t think you should have to share your whole history of masturbation. That stuff is private and never did constitute a violation of your relationship. I strongly disagree that there is any benefit to her knowing about that which is normal and healthy (and masturbation is).

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  2. Well, I’m not sure what’s best or not right now, but I’m going on the advice of my CSAT at the moment. I’ve kind of gone back and forth on whether to even disclose what happened before I met her, but I think it might help with some understanding.

    I do know for me that porn and masturbation fuels things and fuels my fantasies which leads me to other acting out behaviors. It’s kind of tough to know where to draw the line.

    Thanks for your input though. I do appreciate it.

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