So maybe not actually the first draft, but a draft. They say you can’t heal without doing a disclosure, nor will your marriage ever heal. I hope they are right, but I don’t see how my marriage will ever heal after she hears all this. There’s just so much, it’s such an insane amount and this is just a simple overview.
I really was out of control. I don’t know if I’m going to be able to read this to her. I really just want to climb into a hole right now.