It’s kind of crazy how quickly my anxiety and tension can build back up. It’s also kind of crazy how quickly the desire to act out rises to match those feelings. I’m an avoider. I avoid conflict, I avoid difficult situations, I avoid pain and anguish. Does that make me a coward? In the past I […]Read more "Anxiety Builds"
It’s been almost 96 hrs, according to Nomo, since I looked at porn and masturbated. I’m back at my building this afternoon after spending the morning with MyWife. I know the urges are going to come strong today. I’m sitting down by the pool area and trying to do some reading, I’m only a few […]Read more "Creeping in…"